I Miss You

I miss you..
I miss you so much..

A Competition..

Well,for nothing,
I just want to write down something,but I don't want to write some need use my brain or some need correct pronunciation to do it..

to write it..

ya

so..
that is why I come here and bull shit something...
well,
them say this is a way to improve English..
Maybe I just try to do it..

I like to write something no need use my brain..
I can write anything I like in my mind.
so,
really,
I dislike to join something like competition or something text.
them give me a subject and I need to thing about how to complete the subject or how to win the competition..
this is really boring thing to me..
and I dislike it..

now,I need to join a competition is about a illustration and a paragraph.
the subject is "I believe in myself"...Well, WTF is it? the subject if is like happiest or believe in other person , than I maybe can thing one or two about the subject, if the subject is Love or Family that  is no problem to my to thank about some paragraph or illustration to draw....

But about believe in myself like this.
I have nothing idea to draw or write............

but I hope I can find out the idea to draw and write it on this few days...
because this is what I really good in..
and the first winner can get five thousand Ringgit.
this is really interesting to my..

Good Luck^^

November,
time is very fast past ago..

finally, I create my own page on Facebook.
And I also start my own novel at the blog.

Well..I hope I can Persist to do it.
I need more support from family and friend,
and maybe more and more people that I doesn't know.
they well really pushing my go on and on..

I hope every things will be fine,
hope the day of success will coming!
Good Luck..
For myself^^

About..

err...
I have buy a book
actually is a lot of the book about learning English.
But I think that is not use for me..
I mean....yes... maybe they are very good book..is good for learning English..
But I have no read it, how could I learn it?

I'm lazy or what? or not really like English, maybe I should focus at Chinese language.
No!!
I can't think like that!

I like English,
I Dreaming some day I can hear they at movie or radio or talk with real people....
I really want like that...
but no more the confident and no more practice only?
haiz....
I'm dislike my habit of lazy...
I need to improve myself !

Go Ahead

July already.
the time is running very fast.
I stay here already three month already
I earn two thousand eight hundred ...
no too much, but I'm still happy when I get the money
for now I'm writing a novel.
a story about my second high school life and people..
and have little about my college life.

that is a long story,I don't know when I can finish it,
and when I finish it, what I need to do for complete like a book..
well...
maybe don't think too much first..
the first thing is I need to complete the story and the picture first.
and one more thing is I need to finish my study first..
this is no way can go back..
all I can do is keep going..
for finish my dream
finish the book
this is enough for me

but not at all
that just is the first thing I need to do..
go ahead!

Yes!
I can do it!!!

Limited

I was limited in the box...
...
I want design something~
but when I come back, I already very tired at all..
can play few minutes Facebook. and than was the time to bed...
Saturday and Sunday wanna take a rest...
I hv design the idea at company, today I plan when I come back, at less draw some at paper..
but I just hv one hour..take a bath and Brush my teeth, that is no enough time to do...
really limited myself ...


is the time to quit the job?
is the time to find a new job?
or just can continue only..
the freelance is can't earn per day RM50(my frd per day RM60)...
I need to pay my internet and rent room money...and every days eat and Daily necessities...

I really need the money..
to do anything I want..
if do the thing I like, and can earn money..this is more good at all...
I want find a job I love and can Feed themselves..
if can..earn more money is nothing bad....
salary is not only way can earn money...
but other way to earn money..
the first thing is you need a lot of money to do that thing...
dream or reality..
can I mix them?~~~
can do it Together?~
can, but need find the way....

this is what I need to do...
find the way...
 

Every days I force myself to do something~
(I hope that is working)
like, must write this boring blog,or you can call it diaries/drily or test whatever.
and other thing is must do a little bit artwork...
once，I think I need to focus what I need to do~
but I'm wrong, cause if a people who always do a same thing all the day/week, that is really bored, even if that thing starting is very Interesting. people need to rest, need to charge, mean them need take a rest. maybe go check Facebook, go watch some movie,listen music see comic~XD


that can Simultaneously....
this remind me some story about that. like some people say that can just focus he job and ignore he family...or he girlfriend...
when I'm student at college..I also like that..
say I can just focus a homework only..if too many homework we can't handle it anymore...
well, that just excuse for the lazy student like me..I mean..the worker some of them can do the job eighteen hours or more, why we can't do the homework like that?~~why we want spend the time at playing?playing like computer game, playing Facebook, read comic playing football basketball volleyball badminton，go singing, go watch movie, go date..

well...but some time.. the teacher really crazy one(some of them)..like during holiday, can we just take a rest during holidays? but the teacher given we a lot of homework go back to do. I remember once her want we do six whole the workbook during a month holiday.well, maybe you say you have whole the month can do that, but who wanna do homework during whole the holiday?....well..this happening just happen at primary school...now I recall that...I feeling  the teacher is really crazy and abnormal one..really = ="