Tired

This few days..

I have no learning anything..
don't know why...
maybe..
just tired? just feeling boring?
or just thinking this is no meaning..?..

some time, like now...
I asking myself why I try to study so difficult?~
study is a fun thing? is study too hard, then we except study nothing, also feeling very pressure right?~

So....
Ya..

This few days I'm feeling some pressure, tired, boring. some difficult and I feeling"fuck it"
And sometime I think very much..
I mean...I study because I hope have a great diploma, or degree？ or I can speak smooth and fluent English, so I can give a nice job..

after I got a nice job, I can earn a lot of money, and then I can use the money to "buy" a great future or life? I can have a better life, I can really enjoy my life and this is all I want..

But ..when I'm a student, except homework have some pressure, my life of now is very plentiful isn't?
I no need to work, I no need cope girlfriend (although I have no gf, but this is not just a pretense, I mean if I have gf..I maybe will lose something...maybe I won't continue to study or something?~en......)

So..
All I want to say is, now I life is not nothing bad right? so I enjoy it right now, and I like when to study then I study,I like when to play or sleep then I go to play or sleep..
ya..this is what I want..

But...
I also know, this is what time I need to study..I mean...I'm student right?~
student sure need to study now, If go work..that ..haiz..

I know what should I do...but not now, I mean.. I'm tired now..and now is holiday, anybody some go home, some playing, some planing go travel...

But also have somebody continue study something? some improve them artwork, some learn more technical, and some maybe planing studies road or working road or something..ya...maybe/..

anyway..
this is all what I want to say...
maybe tomorrow I will feeling better...maybe...
ya...I am ok..
this is nothing big deal..
=)

Have Done Nothing Half Day

Today I have done nothing at half day(I think is 4pm to 8pm....or 9pm?)
But at 1pm to 3:30pm, I have go to bay a ticket of train, and my parent have sand money to my, so I have take out 4 hundred to use, but the bill for P1 was wanna RM129, haiz

And the ticket need 23 Ringgit, so 400-129-23 = 248 Ringgit Right?~Yes,you right = =

248 need save 0ne hundred to spare to use when I have no money..

so

just remain 148 can to use...and I still want stay here play 5 day(to Tuesday), and tomorrow need go to watch movie..the ticket need 9 Ringgit..aiya...little money? = =

ok, just now I said I have done nothing right?~is 4pm to 8pm, that time I have 4 to 6pm watch Vampire Diaries and play the computer noob game, and the 6 to 8 pm I have to play DotA with computer = =

ya, this is very boring thing what I'm doing .....

Learning English

learn English is an excited thing...

You know, when I saw some word I already know(sure that word have some difficult),then I will feel very happy =）

ya, I really can tell you, that feeling is excellent when I think I got learn something, like the moment solve math problems...is great...

well,today I also talk with jia hui, agreement future some day, we must talk in English, and we think this is no just a dream or thinking only, it was come true!..

One day...
I can read the Newspaper in English, I can talk in English with rest of the people. I can write in English not just use Google translate. I can hear what the movie saying in English !!

yes!~
this all no just talking only, it must be come true !~~
Hope so,haha~~~

Goodluck for me :)

You Are The Apple Of My Eye

Today go to jusco to watch movie..you r the apple of my eye..

ya...that is a really nice movie when I see...I love the story for the book n the movie..But I think the movie is the best more than the movie, because the movie can not express some feeling at sometime..

ya...love is beautiful, =)


And one more thing is Vincent fail in love?
Because he have happy mood at this afternoon, but after we saw the movie come out, he is express bad mood...

haiz...

Love is beautiful right..but also have very sad story..
Hope he is fire....

Translate + ing

I really don't know why o,
Many work I already recorded in the notebook, but next time when I see that work, I will forget it, I will go Google translate again....this is because my Poor memory I think..

Visiting Hospital(Rocky)

finally come back from hospital..

because Rocky was sick..Dengue...
I see him drip at him right hand, and the water（Saline）was drop by drop in he hand...

wow...I asking he got what feeling, he say nothing feeling now, but the first time the Needle inside he hand, he feel pain only...

Visiting..When we arrival the hospital, him mother take we go to he ward of a hospital..the hospital is we first time see..the parking like a maze, because the way is very Labyrinth disorder?

Rocky no take the computer to hospital ward, so I think he was boring there, Fortunately there got one Newspaper of today(Sunday) so,he can see the Newspaper full day,hehe~

wow,you know, I'm very tired now, I think this is because I go out Half of the day?..enen..

I'm free now XD

finally....
I'm finish the astronomy examination..
ya..I'm free now,after exam I will go to eat KFC and go to cc play DotA with friend..

Now is back home relax now haha...long time no feel like that le...

Now I can do anything I want to do..I can play game, play DotA, watch movie, play music, draw something I like to draw...no need to see that time when I want to pass up or anything...

but....I know this is no longer to play or what..
because after December, I want to plan study le,haizzzzz...that is many problem need to solve...and have many way or some questions is I don't know, I don't know how to application, how to contact them, what need to do and how much go to ... how much there price to life and where r I life....ahhhh!!!~~~

shit...

nothing is know ...and the big problem is my English is very bad...shit!!~
If I go to there, I speak :"ah...er....oh.....!!!????"wtf!!~how can I speak like that????

them will laugh me n say me is noob,noob Aisa people, noob Malaysia people!!!~wuwuwuuw1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I need to improve my English, but I know that is very hard!~

hope one day...
I can talk v English, I can use English to conversation.
enen....

lazy ahhh

If I want to do something....
I think than wanna doing now....

I have many idea to do many thing, but I always think if I have more time to do it...
than T will procrastination，when I procrastination I will not do it.because I think next day I have time to do it...than I procrastination..procrastination..I have doing nothing.....

one mouth two mouths one year two years was gone..nothing artwork or article or something professional thing come out..haizz..

I'm very thanks my teacher, although them...or I think them have not teach me so many skill and knowledge.(or them got teach I have never learn it~XD) But I very grateful them can urge me...ya urge me..that is very important to me..

you know ... I'm a very lazy to do everything...Include my homework, my work,and play a game also same...ya I'm lazy to do them..but if have a people can urge me, make me don't lazy and procrastination thing..I can do a professional artwork, article (this just I thinking la)

But oh...I also very hate have people to control my time and take it..I love freedom, if control my freedom and my time, I will very unhappy and offended..ya..haiz..

I think this is call character??~......haiz...don't worry about it...

alalalalalalallalalal...........

ok la

tomorrow I have the astronomy examination at 1:30pm(friend tell me, I have no idea what time and date to exam = =)

so........tonight I want to study the astronomy knowledge, I wanan to see the power point all night??,,,,haiz....lazy la, because I never wash my clothes ah!!~~fuck it!~~shit!~~~

Ending Final Presentation

yesterday I'm ending my last presentation.

My final artwork will talk about constellation,but after final present,I know the twelve constellation is name Zodiac.

Zodiac is only twelve constellation only, and the constellation is talk about all star/ all constellation at the sky.

But....I think is nvm la,because the final is finish.Although I don't know my present is good or bad, hope teacher can give me some high mark, give me a happy mood to graduation la,hehe....

and...after finish present,I sleep 12hours 10:30pm to 10:30 am..(Darren say He sleep at 8pm to 2 pm,18hours) = =

Although I sleep enough, but I also feeling tired now, and the day after tomorrow I have astronomy examination, that mean I want to study tomorrow night...orz...

And tomorrow want to pass up the proposal and the 3 CD ...pass up than mean ending the final work, the next project will being the graduation exhibition. I hope my parent can come the graduation exhibition to see my artwork...one of the reasons is than less come to KL, I hope can take them see the place of kajang, and than is see my final artwork...show them see my skill, what I learn, what place of I'm study now, New Era College...ya..

After two month is the graduation exhibition...I will go home and ask them want come or not....hope can successful la,hehe....

beautiful dream

Today, I dreamed I had a little sister.

That is very fantastic because I had no sister.

but in my dream,I know her were my sister,
she is 5 or 6 years old I guess,very cute ,and play with me.

well,all along ,I just have a brother,I guess this is y I hope my parent can give me a sister n y i dream it.

that is a beautiful dream for me n it were just a dream,hehe~~~~