Lazy Now

you know,
just like what I guess
I'm lazy now...
I'm lazy to do my artwork..
I'm waiting for the last minute or what?
or I think that is has given divided already ?~
well~~
I have no any propulsion to do it...
now...

but I know I will do it at the last minute
before 5 January 2012
ya...

I know...
I have many thing need to do..

Change

Today is I coming back Kajang first day..
ya..
got some tired now..
have many thing need to do, but I'm very lazy to do anything now..
But,
give all of my artwork a picture box, this is not very difficulty isn't it?

So...
It ok...
I think I can do it..

And...
One more thing I need to talk is..
Some people, them State of mind..has change...
well....It mean..can change...
or..when I feeling some ppl is good, than all for then is good, any they say something or doing something is good..
when you come out and see again...
them just general..
Just like you and me...

well...
I feeling not just general..
everything is change..
Right?

Bad Mood day!!!

Today don't know why o..
I have a bad bad bad mood...
playing DotA is lose...
parent tall me can not buy a phone
the school have many thing need to do
I will going back to college soon.....
I felling my artwork is going to due line ...
I stay at home can't do anything
ZZ

Really bad mood today
now is 3am at Saturday,tomorrow need go back old house,is my grandmother house to help her do something, is about a festival...diu~really Siazzzz1!!~

haizzzz
have a good news is thw would of warcraft is going done...hope can play it!
If can't
today really bad bad day!!

Accident

4 November 2011
have an accident at the road between the Langkap and Teluk Intan..

She have coma nine days..
After her accident, she is fresh state, but after then..she is coma..
After nine days..(13 November 2011)
she is gone..

haiz..
I don't know what I can say..
just pary for her..
hope them family don't too sad....hope them is okey....

The accident is a drinking driver, drive to the wrong way..

haiz...
please..
don't drive after drinking, and don't drive too fast, In particular is after raining and the Night..because the Line of sight is too fuzzy...

So..
all I want to say is..
be careful during driving...

Writing

I want to write something..
..
Just write something..
Just remind myself here still got one blog need to refresh..need to improve..

Tomorrow or after tomorrow,I need go to buy train ticket back to Kajang..
And ...
I have to do the final artwork..because have something need to improve, include make a picture box..ya...this is very a lot of trouble..because I have no heart to do it already...and the more reason is the mark is already done, Even if we final artwork is do very outstanding now, the mark also can't change...ya...

Well...
I need to plan when I need to go back Kajang...
I have premonition when I go back, then have many thing need to do...
Hope I have the time and the mood to do the picture box for the final artwork....

so...
that is all..~~
hehe`~

Sian

When I come back hometown,
I have no write this blog anymore...

err...
not lazy..
just feeling very relax and enjoy in playing DotA...or something ba..

Ya, I still got learning,but this time is less to watch or read...I got watch the 16$ magazine, the magazine TALK about diver, and sea, and some fish underwater..but if In-depth view..also can learn many word ...I think....

haiz..
still have many need to learn, still have many need to do...

many word I can't read, can't understand, and some word I have search already but when I saw I have forget it...well...I feel very xian for this...really sian......Zzzz

Tired

This few days..

I have no learning anything..
don't know why...
maybe..
just tired? just feeling boring?
or just thinking this is no meaning..?..

some time, like now...
I asking myself why I try to study so difficult?~
study is a fun thing? is study too hard, then we except study nothing, also feeling very pressure right?~

So....
Ya..

This few days I'm feeling some pressure, tired, boring. some difficult and I feeling"fuck it"
And sometime I think very much..
I mean...I study because I hope have a great diploma, or degree？ or I can speak smooth and fluent English, so I can give a nice job..

after I got a nice job, I can earn a lot of money, and then I can use the money to "buy" a great future or life? I can have a better life, I can really enjoy my life and this is all I want..

But ..when I'm a student, except homework have some pressure, my life of now is very plentiful isn't?
I no need to work, I no need cope girlfriend (although I have no gf, but this is not just a pretense, I mean if I have gf..I maybe will lose something...maybe I won't continue to study or something?~en......)

So..
All I want to say is, now I life is not nothing bad right? so I enjoy it right now, and I like when to study then I study,I like when to play or sleep then I go to play or sleep..
ya..this is what I want..

But...
I also know, this is what time I need to study..I mean...I'm student right?~
student sure need to study now, If go work..that ..haiz..

I know what should I do...but not now, I mean.. I'm tired now..and now is holiday, anybody some go home, some playing, some planing go travel...

But also have somebody continue study something? some improve them artwork, some learn more technical, and some maybe planing studies road or working road or something..ya...maybe/..

anyway..
this is all what I want to say...
maybe tomorrow I will feeling better...maybe...
ya...I am ok..
this is nothing big deal..
=)