Bored

this is an old post at my desktop, and I'm be bored to see it at my desktop.
so I now drop it at here and I can delete it already.wahahahaha~

this is the first one but I forget write down the date, but I think is same the day or before the day only. 

19 May 2012.(or before):

Ok, I think I try to learn more English at this moment, because I cannot get internet here, (or you can say for now only?) wherever, I still learning more English right now. Well, some time I’m lazy to learn, cause this is boring thing right? Although I feeling interesting before, but if all my word(I mean the easy word for me) already use or write down, then I need to find out another word not yet write down, this is difficult to thinking, to discovery or something like that. When that happen, I well feel lazy to read, or learn, or thinking, or something…….

Anyway, I already write down something right? Per day can learn one word that I feeling happy already. No need ten word or more. And I no need to “Must remember” this way.If don’t remember, this is ok for me, because some word when you have saw it before, you must have something impress at your mind. Although you can’t remember it, but still can spell the Spelling, or remember some of the word, or can say “Hei, I Saw it before, although I can’t remember” 

19 May 2012, today is Saturday, no need go to work, and I have no planning go where watch movie or shopping or something need to do at outside. Today except go out buy my dinner and lunch, I all the day were at my room. 

And today have a new housemate come this house. Is 2 Chinese girl, just at beside my room only. I not yet meet them, so, I cannot tell you is they beauty or not, but I think they the one already have boyfriend….wow! wait a minute !! what I thinking for? = = is that mean they one will be my girl or something? What I always thinking like this? = = oh my god = =….ok ok..is ok, just…like this….

well, I no need girlfriend right now, cause I still need go to New Zealand next year, if I already have a girlfriend, I want she wait me one year again? My Ex girlfriend(I think she is?)already can’t wait me 3 year when I still study at New Era College(maybe less at 3 years, the year I know her is the last at 2009).well, wherever, this already is past of my life, although I don’t know is her is my or what..oh fuck, I hate this past in my life, Why all I love they didn’t no love me, then is too far? what happen in my life for the “love” part ? 

The lonely sometime I feeling no so good, although some time I love it, but something, I still need someone to talk, or sharing something , maybe some feeling what I get, or some happening in my life, or some in  my mind…haiz~ Never mine, I still can standing up, I remember some day, maybe tomorrow or some future, I can find the who I lone, I she will love me back, the special one. I know I will find out you!!~~~

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ok,

this is all,when I not have internet yet, I write it at my computer.

talking about my life without internet and without love = =

well,now I can delete it already,when I want read it back, I think I can find it at here = =

ok, really time to sleep le, like just now I say,I'm felling tired and tomorrow still need to work,(again, really suck = =)

Work saturday !

the legend of korra,my colleague say that is nice animation~
so I take it from company and start to watch~
when I start seeing ,my feeling is "wow!~why the concept is very same like the story I wanna tr to draw at comic?~"
really!~
the concept I already thinking at my mind before I saw the animation~
yes~
have a longer story in my mind~
and I'm try to write it down and then draw it to a comic~
but have many cause, so i won't start it first~(actually one of the reason is lazy la~hehehe~~~)

and one thing I want to say is tomorrow I still need go to work~
really boring really sian~
I can handing my work~
I mean, I can finish my job at the deadline, than why I still want come back to work ?~
that is because my supervise he late doing he job,and my job is need to retake by he,he late do he job, so implicate me now~
haizz~
this is the trouble of the “Wage earners”，i swear i won't do wage earners anymore~
I want be a boss!!!~and I wanna earn much money!!!~~~
wuwuuwuwuwuwuw~~~


so sad tomorrow still need to working la T.T~~

Originally tomorrow I can sleep until natural wake up and tonight can late to sleep and I can do anything I want and can save a little bit money for the bus fare and eat inexpensive food(lunch and dinner )!!!~~~~really suck = =


well~
eleven thirty 11:30 already~
I think is the time to sleep,cause I still need to work(really really feeling suck fuck zzzzz),
so
time to bed
shit~
not brush my teeth yet!!!~~~~~~~ZZZZzzz

finally

finally, I close my comic，
and i know what I need to do now~
yes~
I now~
and will do~

I spend much time at do nothing~
and something I think it is a right thing, but finally I discovery it is wasting my time only~
like drawing, sketching, draw comic，reading novel, find some job about illustrator,
will maybe them hear good, but actually really wasting my time only.
cause all of they is no use for now what i need to do~
I mean, is not yet~
now what i need to do is learning right?
just learn what i need to learn now~
other just wait i graduation ~
will~
start it tomorrow~
good night~

Recently

Long time no come here already.
then no mean I'm busy or working.
just no mood come here to write something only.

well..
just talking about recently what I'm doing.I working at a small company, but say it is small, them also got 30++ staffs working on there. more of them is animator. seven include me is illustrator.although I no do animation, but stay at company one mouth ago. I already know some knowledge about an animation process.well, this is just only basic.but this is good for me to learning something.


And second is all my colleagues them chat is use in English. not all but most.
the company more is Malay colleague. them normal chat is use Malay.talking with me was use English. Except my supervise. he English not really good.hehe.well, is ok. although my BM not really good, but still can hear he(I think),but I really hope all of them talk with me use English. although I also can't understand. but at less I can hear the work. I can learn, I can touch..whatever.

well, there also got Chinese working at then err... eight people I think. sometime we have get lunch together. is them chat use English also? the answer is sometime. as I know, have two person them normal language is English(Maybe three?)them read English paper. watch English Movie(no Chinese subtitle!, but some of they have English subtitle).but, some time them well chat in Chinese.what can I say? them really good.

than you well ask, them chat used English, than how about me? haha~

actually, I really less to talk.very very less. when I talk, also used Chinese.I have no enough confidence and practice to use English. (say serious, I have no idea how can I live at other west country)well, my head was paining...just don think about if first..

Decide

will..
Today I have do a lot of research about the school..college..KLCC..room and something this few days I need to decide..
the first thing need to do is....ya..improve..haiz..

All of this really make me tired..I know...no body can help me, and no body can guide me a nice way to do it..（Actually, I have asking many people about that, include Miss Tan/NEC teacher/My aunt(a teacher)/some friend)but..them tell me that methods of studies is very personality.the methods of them is not useful to me.

(p/s: All the methods will need so much money...)

so...

I have to find a way to continue my studies..
yes..I can do it right?~hehe~~

Wasting

hehe~
I think...
I have waste today also...
At first I have planing today need to do the portfolio and tomorrow go to cziplee print out..
but I also know my Character..I already know I will not going to do that..
so..
today what have I done?~
will...
I have get the friend at Facebook who study at the college,but need tomorrow ask he something..
because he was time to sleep...
Tomorrow monitor have create a party. she have invite we go her home..
don't know have how many classmate have go her party ...cause we have graduation already, and now was during Chinese New Year..many people without at hometown, some of them was go to play and stay with family right?~~

will..
mast be improve....

Design Life

Well...
After Chinese New Year,I come back to Kajang..
I think...
I'm rested enough at CNY..
Although today I have do nothing..
But I know something I have to do it..
continue study/ find tutorial/ print portfolio/ check out the Ria bedroom/ cut the P1 line/.....
and something I don't know yet..but have to do thing...

Never design your character like a garden where anyone can walk. Design your character like the sky where everyone desire to reach

I like this sentence..
well...
I can do it right? :)